My recent journey..23rd July'09

Hie.. all dere... dis is ma 2nd blog (had to b 1st as i wrote it much b4 i posted ma first one bt thot itz nt worth bein posted) althou i created ma a/c months bak... don knw whether i'll b an interesting writer or not but yea i will try ma best..

so here it goes..

it was 23rd July n ma last day in b'lore, i had been dere for last 2 months for ma summer internship. i was goin to leave the place, ma frnz, ma cousins, d company i worked in for 2 months n ofcourse ma life.... i would come bak to it latr. i stayed in a PG wid 4 odr girls (in ma room). blissfully i was d younger, i tuk advantage of dat everytym. i was close to 2 girls.. Satya n Neelam. dey treated me as a kido n me being a foodie always got sumthn to eat when dey came bak from office. in d evenin ma frn wud come n we wud move out to explore the nuks n corners in d city, n i gotto learn a gr8 deal abt the city, days passed like dis. i was loving the place alot. a sense of belongingness came into me... i was sad dat soon i will b leaving. on 23rd i tuk all the certificates n documents dat i needed from the company n by 1:30 i started packing. i din know how to accomodate all the things in jus 2 bags. i thot i wud need one more bag. due to the cloudy weather i din wash ma clothes from 2 days so i had mushy clothes to carry. i hate dat, bt had to do. by 3 pm i was done. i tuk a short nap n den got ready, by 5 pm i was ready to leave. ma heart was beating lik nythn..i wanted to cry but dere was no1 to c dat. i slowly moved ma bags to the gate n cald n auto. i gave the keys to the landlord n wid a blue smile i started off to B'lore city station. ma heart was sinking wid every 50 paisa increase in the metre not b'coz i had to pay d driver bt coz wid each 100 mtrs i was gettin away frm d place n god knws whether i m evr gonna get bak here. i had a feeling dat dis is d last tym, aftr dis never.. i cald all ma frnz dat m on d way to station. i wanted some1 to say dat " nimy don't go.. dis place wud b hell widout u...." bt m so lucky dat evry1 was sayin, "don b sad n do come bak. u cn come bak nytyn u feel." Hey all u duffers if i cud come bak nytym i felt den y wud i leave dis place out of choice... nyways i had to leave. i reached station. one of ma dear frn came aftr 10 mins. v headed towards d platform n sat dere. i came 1 hr 35 minutes b4 tym n saw the train i had to board- Karanataka Express.

i wanted to go bak to ma pg.. bt was helpless. den after some tym ma odr frn came. she got a lot of stuff for me 2 hav during ma journey, (d only part dat i liked till dat tym..). i had ma dinner at 6'o clock frm a restrnt outside rly stn n by 7:10 i was in front ma coach B1. i felt as in ma heart was pumping more den required blood into ma vessels, i was drawin bak ma steps. nyhow ma frnz got ma bags inside d train bt i stood out, der was a war goin inside me dat whether i shud go or nt. i nevr loved a city lik dis. it was 7:17 exactly wen i was forced to get inside the train n ma frnz ( bt dat tym ma enemies) stood outside watchin ma pleading face. i was nt able to vomit a single word. oh ho i forgot to mention one impt thng dat was stopin me frm gettin into d train. wen v were standin at d platform some cops came n started searching for sumthn in d train. dey evn searched ma coach. i had a feelin dat sumthn wrong is goin to hapn n i shud nt get in. actualy thnx to Final Destination.. i saw dat jus 1 day b4 n was haunted by the incidents dat take place in d movie. ma mind was wandering in d world of thoughts i wud say fierce n deadly thoughts. but i knew nyhow i had to go. i got in finally took a deep sigh n waved ma hand in slow motion saying gud bye... train started moving n ma frnz also startd moving wid d train. i came more close to the door, i wanted the train to stop (actualy i wanted ma frnz to stop me frm goin). one of ma frn started crying n dat triggered ma tear pumps. i stood at d door crying. ma frnz wer gettin out of sight slowly. i cudn't c dem nymore. finally i knew dat i was goin bak.

And dis was ma lyf's first journey dat i nvr wanted to take up..